The NEW me, getting ready for a new year ;)

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"The funny thing about love is that you never know how hard you’re falling until you hit the ground."

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"Life’s not a bitch. Life is a beautiful woman.You only call her a bitch cause she won’t let you get that pussy.Maybe you didn’t share any similar interests,Or maybe you’re just an asshole who couldn’t sweet talk the princess."

#TeamPRETTY

Only my lovely pretties from HB will understand this one!

Trendsetter much!!!!!!

Why does it seem like once you start doing something or wearing something everyone else starts doing the same thing?! and that might not even be the case but it sure does seem like it lol, I wont dare give any examples, don't want to hurt any feelings, I'm a nice girl, mean girls are sooo 2003 #ImJustSaying ;)

I'm back on twitter #DontJudgeME lol if you have a twitter follow me (more fab randomness) @MsNaomi_P =)

ONE DAY I plan on telling my boss to stick it where the sun don't shine!

"Friendships/Relationships are like bubbles, too damn fragile" ...

HBn3D November 13, 2010

     

"Don't forget about late nights laying in the dark and waking up inside my arms boy you'll always be in my heart and, I'm just speaking from experience, nothing can compare to your 1st true LOVE"

Happy Halloween!

Be safe, and enjoy!

I LOVE HER! this is my song.....

Kanye West - Runaway (Full-length Film)

This is absolutely AMAZING, it made me look at Kaye West in a total different light, I truly see now why he is "something like a big deal." In our "world" when you do something out of the "norm" when you look different, or even have different beliefs you are JUDGED, why cant we be free to express ourselves and be the individuals that we truly are?!?! I felt this to the point where it almost brought tears to my eyes! The phoenix (the actress) is extremely beautiful! Wonderful piece Mr. West, I applaud you for being who you are and not caring what other people think or have to say....This line stood out to me the most, and will stick with me forever " They are phoenix turned to stone, do you know what I HATE most about your world?! anything that is different you try to change, you try to tare it down..." This my friends is the type of world were living in!

R@NDOM.....

"You ever get annoyed at how fast ur phone locks..Until u remember the last time somebody went thru ur phone, then u like OK COOL" - via @myfabolouslife 

This is sooo funny because it happens to me all the time, it sucks because I have to put in my long a** password, and then I want to keep it unlocked till I remember what happened when I use to do that, smh!!!! LOL

Cutesy.com

"You and me are like Tom and Jerry, they irritate each other, they tease each other. but they still can't live without each other!" 

-TRUTH-

SMH -> "Dating The Modern Mid-Twenties Black Man"

I can sit @ home in my wife beater & boy shorts curled in a blanket and watch this ALLLLL DAY!

Nina Mosley: You always want what you want when you want it. Why is everything so urgent with you?

Darius Lovehall: Let me tell you somethin'. This here, right now, at this very moment, is all that matters to me. I love you. That's urgent like a motherfucker.

Call me EMOTIONAL...but this really made me cry, I really like this!

"Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one
The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed.

Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going.

The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend,
one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you.

We deserve something, and this is our tribute.
Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change.

We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.

Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days.

Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so
desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early.

We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us.

We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.

Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today.

The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.

This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if".

Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.

This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so."

The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and their dreams again.

We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.

Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave a crap about them.

Here's for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.

Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.

When "your song" comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.

One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like crap, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal...." VIA- @honeydip206

this made me LMAO lol

I was TOLD this reminds someone of my ex and I *tear*

A good friend of mine use to LOVE lemon heads and he would always sing "dont worry be HAPPY"

Turtle.....

Syreeta Shine- "Break Free" ft me and my lovely baby girl Pearryn =)

moving right along....

Why is that when you ened something with someone, the both of you cant go separate ways, and just let it go?! WHY must people tell lies and try to make you look bad?! what does that do for people? I will never know! 


"I guess if people are talking about you means your relevant"- RHOA

FEELING SOME TYPE OF WAY!*sigh*

b4 i was a mom!

Before I was a mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullably.

I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.

I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a mom I had never been puked on, pooped on, chewed on, peed on. I had complete control of my mind and thoughts.

I slept all night.

Before I was a mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests, or give shots.

I never looked into teary eyes and cried.

I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.

I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.

I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.

I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.

I never knew I could love someone so much.

I never knew I would love being a mom.

Before I was a mom I didn't know the feeling of  having my heart outside my body.

I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.

I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.

I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important or happy.

Before I was a mom I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.

I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a mom.

I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a mom.

Today is a NEW day...

Yesterday was a horrible day for me, ugh, I went form a angry Amy, to a negative Naomi which by the way is so not cute, my grandmother has always told me "be as good as u look" yesterday my appearance was really cute lol from head to toe, I was trying so hard to make my attitude match my appearance but it didn't work! Today is a new day, and I'm trying so hard to be a positive Pearryn =)

p.s. Happy Birthday to my oldest sister Erica aka Auntie E, love you bz!

funny how things work, be careful what you wish for!

when you have something or someone and you lose them or it, and you feel like your world isn't complete without it or that person, then you get it or them back (LOL) and it just isn't the same, what are you to do next?!?!?!?

I would only be so lucky...

To be able to work with Matthew Rolston would be a blessing, his work is truly amazing. I feel like he stands out from other photographers because to him being a photographer is more than just getting the job done and standing behind the lens snapping, there is more to it then just the "camera and the lighting" he captures art, he tells a story through his images, and he loves to take risk! Man oh man how wonderful it would be just to grace his presene, it would be a extra bonus to be able to work with him, hey thats what dreams are for, right?! 

check out more of his work here -> http://www.matthewrolston.com/800x600/

me likey...

"I think we all wish we could erase some dark times in our lives. But all of life's experiences, bad or good, make you who you are. Erasing any of life's experiences would be a great mistake" - Luis Miguel

September 28th 2007 @4:14am

3 years ago today the Lord blessed me with a beautiful healthy baby girl, she is gifted, talented, smart, and amazing, because of her I'm the best women/mother I can be, she is literally my EVERYTHING!!! I love you Pearryn smearryn, Happy Birthday baby girl......

the most beautiful, wonderful, BIGGEST BLESSING the Lord has given me!

Singer Adele- LOVESher

I often find myself day dreaming and drifting off into a world that is so peaceful, without drama, and no negativity, just all LOVE, all happiness, and just *smiles* when I drift into this world that only exist in my mind I hear Adele playing in the background. Her voice, and her lyrics are so powerful, it helps me escape any and everything that is going on, I appreciate her for that! "Make You Love Me" is playing now as I type this, if you don't know her music I advise you check her out, press play and close your eyes, let her voice take you to another world!

it isnt Pink Berry (btw i LOVE PB)......lol

BUT...it's really good, and similar to Pink Berry!

Aretha Franklin- "It Hurts Like HELL"

Love was always supposed to be
Something wonderful to me
To watch it grow inside yourself
To feel your heart beside itself

Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
(When you know you've given all you can)
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
(You do your best but it's still much too sad)
Sometimes the pain is just too much, oh oh
And it hurts like hell, that's the way it feels

True love, it has no hiding place
It's not something you just put away
It's always there inside of you
Oh, and it shows in everything you do

Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
(When you know you've given it your best)
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
(You feel a thousand miles from happiness)
Sometimes the pain is just too much, oh oh oh
And it hurts like hell, that's the way it feels

Here we are, the two of us
So full of love, so little trust
But dying for some tenderness
Ohh, but too afraid to take the step

Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
(When you know what it can put you through)
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
(There's nothing funny if it's killing you)
Sometimes the pain is just too much
And it hurts like hell, that's the way it feels

I know if there is any chance
For us to find our happiness
We've got to learn to let it go
Ohh, forget all the pain we know

Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
And it hurts like hell, that's the way
Oh baby, that's the way it feels

I just DONT get it

but i guess it isn't for me to understand!!!!

K. Michelle - I Just Can't Do This

Does LOYALTY exist anymore????

When a person shows you their true colors, believe them, no 2nd chances, why give them another chance to burn you?!

-we LIVE & LEARN- hopefully.......

September 21, 2010 1-230am

"is this a soap opera?!, am I being punked?! WHERE THE HELL are all the cameras?!" 0_o

Via Twitter #DontJudgeME lol

RT @KimKardashian: What if you are color blind? RT @TheDailyLove: When you see a red flag, it's probably a good idea to stop.

Real LIFE camera whore!!!!!!

If anyone knows me, and I mean really truly know me, than you know that I LOVE taking pictures and I LOVE being in front of the camera. Pictures build and save memories of times you cant get back, but with a picture it will always remind you of those good or bad times, make you laugh or even make you cry! I was just looking back at some photos form my 25th birthday weekend, now it was the craziest weekend ever, good and BAD lol but the whole entire time that I'm looking at these photos I had a smile on my face, I had such a great time celebrating my birthday regardless of the drama that occurred, but because of certain people who care and love me they made sure I enjoyed my birthday, that is why I love taking pictures, I can always look back and re-live those moments through images....

#LOVESit

one of my FAVs-- > Pricilla Renea "Best I Ever Had' - Drake

Be careful...be SMART...one night of pleasure can leave you with a lifetime of PAIN!!!

I know a lot of men who travel to Puerto Rico for vacation *cough cough* and I read today that in PR there are over 32,000 people diagnosed with Aids/HIV, the saddest part to the situation 406 of these cases are kids 13 and under, not cool at all, you think you know someone and YOU REALLY DON'T, so you better be careful, get tested, and ALWAYS USE PROTECTION!!!!!

I know personally a lot of the beautiful video models and a lot of them come from Pennsylvania (PA) don't get me wrong, that means NOTHING at all *im just saying*...This year over 37,000 people are infected with Aids/HIV in PA, close to 400 of these cases are kids 13 and under and over 58% of these cases are African American, we have to do better, especially if you care about your life!!!!

ohNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CALIFORNIA has over 159,000 people infected with Aids/HIV and 687 of these cases are kids 13 and under "SMFH" this is just in one year, so can you imagine the year before and the one before that?! sad, i know...

If you would like to know more states that have the highest Aids/HIV ratings, visit www.Hiphopwired.com 

I CANT SAY IT ENOUGH, ALWAYS PROTECT YOURSELF, YOU AND YOUR PARTNER GET TESTED, IT IS WORTH KNOWING WHO YOUR LAYING DOWN WITH.....

a friend sent this to me, LOL

"Move on. He’s just a chapter in the past. Don’t close the book, just turn the page". 

 I admit this is TRUE.......but it did make me LOL =)

Is it just me?!?!?!

Or does anyone else play a song over and over and over when it fits your current life situation?!!?

just when I started to think "LOVE" didnt exist anymore, I see this....

in case you didn't know, I LOVE ME SOME HER *smiles*

*bbm sad face*/ *bbm confused face*

It sucks when you try to reach out to someone that you shared your life with and they totally disregard everything you verbally expressed to them, its like just 2 weeks ago we loved each other, now today I'm NOTHING to you, WOW, it makes you think, must have never meant anything!!!!

-EMOblog-

September 9, 2010

the day that I got MY CLOSURE......

sorry, hella youtubes lol but i LOVE this song!!!!

MY SONG! K. Michelle- "Fallin"

"just gonna stand there and watch me burn, well that's all right because I like the way it hurts, just gonna stand there and hear me cry, well that's all right because I love the way you lie"

such a relief!!!!

NO MORE FB and NO MORE TWITTER, even though i deleted my fb almost 2 months ago not having it has been "heaven" lol my twitter has only been gone for almost 2 weeks BUT WOW once i deleted that SHIT it was the biggest sigh of relief.......OhhhEmmGeee.....I don't miss it at all *smiles*

if you ever need a laugh...

Watch Martin =)

"Shopping While Black" SMH

-Random-

"you will NEVER find the right person if you don't let go of the wrong one" -Kia Parker

my shaved hair days *sigh* kinda miss it......

Appreciation goes a long way.....take nothing/or no one for granted...

the unREAD letter *bbm confused face*

I wrote a 2pg letter to someone, put it in a envelope with some lyrics from a song I was feeling at the time, sealed it, stamped it, and put it in my "lovers" box.... u know the box?! the shoe box full of memories lol mine is a Steve Madden shoe box with important dates written on the outside, containing some real life important memories on the inside! How could something so BIG fit in something so small?! maybe it wasn't as big as I thought it was.... *shrugs*

why? why? why?

Every time I tell my 2yr old daughter something, she hits me with the "WHY?!" lol our conversations last for hours....

Lately I have found myself asking the same question, why cant I move on from something or someone that clearly isn't right for me?! why did it have to be this way?! why am I going through this?! why ME?! lol but I got a reminder and I stop asking why and started praying, I might not have the answers now and might not ever get them, but everything happens for a reason, and I know eventually the Lord will answer all of the questions HE FEELS I should have, for now I'm doing me and only concerned with what is next, forget all those damn "why's" lol

Dear Rap Gods

I"m not a big fan of "RAP music" but I LOVE Drake, I enjoy Rick Ross and i can most def groove to Lil Wayne! I'm having a issue Rap Gods, there is a song with Lil Wayne and Juelz Santana (I think that is correct lol) and all I can remember is Lil Wayne saying "I got money on money" I really like this song but I cant find it =( I went to youtube, but no luck.... oh how I wish I could hear that song right about now!!!!!

Sincerly yours,

Naomi p ;)

-Random-

awwww, she is too cute!

BORED.com

Do you guys remember the movie "What About Bob?!"

I was kid when my sister and I use to watch this movie over and over and truly enjoy it! The doctors wife had the must annoying voice. lol

Happy Labor Day

@home watching The Game marathon on BET, just might go to a bbq/ bday potluck, I'm not sure yet, feeling kinda lazy today lol 

Yesterday I went against my better judgment, I HATE when I second guess myself, I have to really start trusting myself and following my instinct. So a friend of mine invited me out to a pool party and the 1st thing out of my mouth "is it a NFL or #49er party? if so I will pass?!" she tells me it isn't, it's just a chill party with a few people, something tells me NOT TO GO, but I go anyways and I instantly feel like I'm about to throw up, I literally stay for about 8 min and then I leave! I HATE those type of parties, so not my flava, I was extremely embarrassed, SMH... Lesson learned, how many times do I have to doubt myself before I get with the program?!?!?!

Moving right along......

11:27pm

laying in B E D thinking way too hard while listening to -"Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On"

the funny shit!!!

certain things we can look back on and just laugh..

"31 total, 3 black and a pack of blue"

My new found LOVE.....SUSHI!!!!!

A day @ the beach....

Dates I will FOREVER REMEMBER!!!!

9/28/2007-my biggest BLESSING      06-24-85     

March 24th- 25th, 2010- smiles                                                                     

                                         4/16/10

5-2-10-" these 3 words"      April 20th, 2010- something like a BIG deal

           *AUGUST 31st, 2010*

and the randomness begins.......

"Greatness and success is what I'm addicted to! Give everything of yourself ask NOTHING in return and excellence will always be yours" JM

Blackberry Bold 9700, I want this phone forever lol

I  ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT THIS AMAZING PRECIOUS GADGET!

There is more to life than jsut being in love!

I promise all my post will NOT only be about love! lol

a wise man once said "Don't lose yourself in love until you found yourself in life" - MAESTRO

i LOVE Angel Taylor; her music touches me, it's like she knows my thoughts and feelings LOL

The Game vs Love

I'm a sucker for romance; I love romance novels, movies, and romance in "real life." I especially love the TV show The Game, Melanie and Derwin's relationship is the epitome of LOVE (in my eyes) they remind me sooo much of a relationship I once had! How far would you go for love? What are you willing to sacrifice for love? Are you willing to fight hard for love? Love consist of the bad and the good, but I feel the bad will show you and your partner how strong your love for one another really is, it is so easy to stay when its good, but what matters the most is if your willing to stay when things get bad! NEVER give up on someone that you can't go a day without thinking about. There is a episode of The Game that really sticks to me, "the 1st away game" Derwin sent Melanie some flowers (i LOVE flowers) with a card and one ticket to the game, his teammates tell him that "wives and girlfriends" aren't allowed to come to away games lol and the sun beams are giving Melanie "their personal OPINIONS" about what they feel happens at away games, and that is when it all starts, now Derwin doesn't want Mel to go, and now Melanie is going crazy with her own thoughts smh, this how a lot of relationships go wrong because of other peoples opinions! Yes we might TRUST and love our men but when we start listening to other people we start thinking all types of crazy stuff lol without TRUST there is no love! 

"Miscommunication and hearsay from "outside" people can lead to the destruction of something beautiful!"- TRUTH